Days upon Days…

June 10, 2009

I am tired of the days upon days of senseless chatter
From people that have no sense but to blather ON and ON
About things that I can’t even begin to imagine
About things that don’t even matter.

Why do I choose to be locked inside this cell?
Why do I listen to the constant drive of frivolous insanity?
That falls upon my ears and gathers
Strangling the very life from my soul.

The clock on the wall keeps ticking
The day inching on…. to that minute
Where freedom is but seconds away.
Oh how I would love to be a master of time.

One last clink from the wall
The world falls silent
Freedom lights a flame under my feet
Carrying me home towards my solace.

What if we just stopped

May 29, 2009

What if we just stopped And saw the world as whole,

We who all came from the same seed…

What would we do if we were all seen as family?

Would we kill our brothers, sisters, our friends?

For land or oil or money?

What if we just stopped for a moment

To consider our actions and their repercussions

A word can kill, a look can maim,

Who are we to kill so efficiently?

Have you ever considered…

May 29, 2009

Have you ever stopped to consider words?

With one word you can crush a man

With one word you can set a person

Upon a path before unknown to them

Words are power and ignorant people

Should not wield them carelessly, if at all.

According to the Camden News

May 15, 2009

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I feel so much…

May 15, 2009

I feel so much, It smothers me. I feel the sunrise in my sleep Wasted times that I may never retake. I feel the sunset in my day to day routine At the pleasure of others for my keep. I feel the tears I shall never weep At the loss of love ones Going going gone. What will become of me when I leave This world for what is beyond I do not know. I know that although I wish to leave a footprint Upon this world, in reality I will be but a whisper Passing upon the wind Only those with the keen sense of self May hear it as it passes by them. I have lived long, granted years beyond my time What have I done to change the days of others. Nothing. If I were a moth I would die in the flame But I am me and so I linger on For no flame can kill what I refuse to show To the world that I view as a circus and the life That I view as a show.

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May 15, 2009

I wished I could remember my beginnings

Perhaps it would makes sense of what

I am now

So many years jumbled into today

I don’t remember why I first felt

The need to walk

Or to talk

I wished I did

Then it would all make sense

Why did I fail at addition

2+2 makes 4

I don’t get it

The whole sense of purpose

That spurs us through our days.

We procreate and live redundant moments upon moments

Calling it life

Why do we strive for that which we will never achieve

Perfection does not exist on our plane

Our leaders are flawed

They lead us into lies

Why do we forge against our very nature

When we kill a life we kill ourselves in some small part

Is the survival of the fittest relevant today.

Survival is what matters

The written word holds more power than a finger on the trigger

What lasts longer?  The memory of a death, or the thought of a life?

But then what is life and when does it begin

Are we of such stature that we can decide such things

When were we made God

And did anyone ask him face to face

What he thought of his creation, that is us?

What have we done that makes us better than we were

When we once donned clubs and grunted our syllables

Advancement upon advancement makes us little more than what we were,

we just have more toys to play with…

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May 15, 2009

When I write I am not afraid.

Wrapped in my own world of letters and phrases

The fearsome things in the dark can not hold me.

My words are my power, my defense,

I am me and my words are my strength.

The letters on the page; a part of my soul.

My spirit seeping out through the

instrument of the moment.

They are my beliefs, me in my truest form.

Others may believe the same things,

but the turn of my pen make mine unique.

The way the ink flows across the canvas

of my mind cumulating moments in life,

where written words are my only

voice.

May 15, 2009

Words whispered. Body language speaks more than lips behind a back.

Even the poorest among the people seem to afford cruelty for their fellow man.

Are we such petty beasts that none is free of our individual judgments?

As a people we should strive to be better than the station of our lives.

Who are we to demean those around us for flaws either real or imagined?

How dare we stand in our self-imposed perfection and lament

our disapproval over our brothers and sisters

scattered throughout the world.

When separated by vast water and land

we lend a helpful hand in the face of tragedy,

but when faced with the need next door we turn a blind eye.

When do we figure out that the statement

“Together we stand, divided we fall” holds more weight

than the breath used to issue such a statement?

When do we stand up and acknowledge that we,

who are separated by ideologies, vast waters, lands

and multitudes of languages, are essentially the same beings?

We bleed the same; we cry the same salty tears in the face of sorrow

and death.  When will we figure out that this is our world

and we must stand together as a whole without hate

based on schoolyard-like tussles and face the future as a world

and not a group of single nations?

It seems so simple when you write it down,

while in practice, unity is but a wisp that cannot hope

to tear down the surmounting structures that we,

as people, have barricaded ourselves

and the differences of our societies from one another.

It could and probably will be stated that such a stream of

thought is naive or simply ignorant, but it is possible that

the simple and naive are the truth

and the rest just lies that we tell ourselves to sleep at night.

When faced with our own mortality

May 15, 2009

It is funny to me that we think we can grow older and not contemplate death.  Death, which is all around us, is waiting; greedy and hungry for our sustenance.  In our teens we are immortal…nothing can stop us.  In our twenties we are reassured that we have a lifetime to live.  Our thirties leave us grasping at the strands of our youth that have passed us by and we don’t understand why we can no longer pull them to us. Forties and Fifties I can only imagine, but it seems to me we begin to accept the coming of age…the wrinkles, the aches,…the moment when we realize we must treasure what we have now for soon it too might pass us by…My dad will turn 79 in July…and he is a young 60, but when I look at him it dawns on me…he’s such a strong man…I see him as I did ages ago,…fair skinned and young with no wrinkles upon his brow..when in reality he has grown older when I was not looking…I don’t like it and I refute it and there is nothing I can do about it…I still see him as Superman…and yet he has wrinkles that have never graced his face before and he has his aches and pains that I don’t want to acknowledge.  His face is more expressive now than it has ever been, but a part of me still doesn’t want to see the age of it.  I will someday lose him and my mother.  It is a fact that can not be denied.  Yet at the same time I see the lines crawling across my own brow that mark the time I see in them.  I don’t ever want to go back to the days when I thought I was immortal, but I don’t want to accept the loss that lies ahead either…What a dilemma…cherish the day that is here or look forward to a day that may never be.  I think that we forget to treasure what is and when it is gone we weep for what we have lost, when it is us that let it slip though our fingers as sand slips through the spaces of time.  I am going on a trip with my father this weekend and I am going to laugh with him and take pictures of his beginning and love every minute of it because I can, because  it is now and I will cherish it because it is time well spent.  I love my father.

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May 15, 2009

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